hello i hope you're doing okay D: new to your journal but i hope everythings gonna be okay these coming weeks, not too sure how you feel about comments on your personal vents (i am often told that i come on too strong) so sorry if this is both sudden and tactless. but i did wanna say some things since you're in my reading page-

im just gonna come right out and say it, just from reading your recent blogs that you are a beautiful writer and visionary! as dark as things may be right now, you have such a genius and punchy way of relaying your circumstance into visual!! i think you have great writing and a wonderful author's presence. (beyond just writing you could be an animator or a storyboard artist, your ability to perceive and distinguish important events is like. spot on!! your blogs read like movies!)

i hope the best for you and your grapple with receiving the help you need. good luck!! :four_leaf_clover: