i'm working on a new version of my neocities site! so, a call for anyone following this journal who has a personal website: would you like to be added to my links section? no obligation to add my site back, but it would be nice! (if we are mutually subscribed and you have a personal site, i may add you even if you don't respond to this call, but you can always drop me a dm if you'd like to be removed!)
hello we have made it to the end of the month and we are gonna do a big speedrun tech. here's some background music for that.
we're gonna go in a slightly altered order. (also some of this was written on my phone so is in proper caps, some is on my laptop and is in lower case. i'm so sorry, there is no rationale behind this.)
please treat this whole post as nsfw and vulgar and click links with caution. i mostly made nsfw art this year lol
( past. fandom wrapped for 2022. )
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In your own space, Talk about your favorite trope, cliché, kink, motif, or theme. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
In college, my creative writing professor warned me off my love affair with the second person. He said, it's tough to pull off. You have to have a good reason to use it.
What's a better reason than to be a fucking slut?
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allbingo and create my own bingo card to try and fill out! i basically tweaked a bunch of the hurt/comfort prompts in the card generator to create an extremely on-brand card that would be just the right amount of challenge to fill.| apocalypse | incubi/succubi | kidnapping | archaic medical treatment | forced to hurt somebody |
| sensory deprivation | theft | deals with demons | brainwashing / deprogramming | stalking |
| unwanted transformation | electrocution | FREE SPACE | tongue trauma | coulrophobia |
| unrequited pining | nightmares | cages | interrogation | restrained |
| tentacles | telepathic trauma | asphyxiation | fall from grace | therapy |
hello! ❤️
we are creeping closer to the end of january but i am determined to actually make it to the end! so today we are doing a digital scavenger hunt. i would do pictures, but I'm a little leery of my privacy and I'm at work technically so composing this from my phone and image hosting from a phone is a little awkward.
In your own space, post the results of your fandom scavenger hunt.
Search in your current space, whether brick-and-mortar or digital. Post a picture or description of something that is or represents:
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so this is a combo deal today!
In your own space, tell us about 3 creative/fannish resources, spaces, or communities you use or enjoy. (One or two is fine, especially if you're in a smaller fandom or like many people at the moment, fannishly adrift right now) Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
In your own space, create a quiz or a poll (or tell us your thoughts about answering quizzes/polls). Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
so first off, here is my quiz! i assign you one of my fictional crushes based on vibes.
i will probably tweak depending on whether people are getting the same result over and over again, which would mean the questions aren't even enough. most of them are very simple 'pick x' uquiz fare with a few slightly weird ones, so i don't anticipate this being an issue.
i took my own quiz and got charles offdensen :') he is certainly the one i need.
now, to answer challenge #5, i will talk about the resources i used to make the quiz!
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we are doing two today! because i was so excited to do this one :D
if you followed me on twitter you might know that i am a little bit obsessed with otto mentallis because characters with mind control powers are literally kryptonite to me and my single-track mind. i love the bastard. i love that he's a lot more of a complex character than just the game's red herring, because in many ways he is a villain despite not being the villain and i am just obsessed with that.
i'm writing some stuff right now for gross otto/self-insert comic and as a result of it, i have a single concept to bestow upon the world:
the grulovian mob is bankrolling the psychonauts.
they're not the organisation's only benefactor. of course, governments the world over fund them to deal with their problems. but the mob contributes a lot more than you'd expect!
i don't have much beyond that currently, beyond the mere existence of the grulovian mob and its entanglement with the psychonauts. now honestly i don't know a lot of organised crime history, i really need to know more and i like to incorporate little glimmers of reality into my work because i think that adds nuance, so none of this is set in stone. i think the crisis and the attempts to rebuild the country post-maligula's tyranny would probably lend well to organised crime. some members, especially those higher up in the ranks, will be veterans who fought for grulovia in the civil war against maligula. everyone is traumatised as fuck and wants to keep a grip on stability with all they've got. so i can see organised crime kind of making its way in as a means of 'protecting the people' after all this. and, then they would go international because they also have such a high proportion of psychics.
powers the world over are obsessed with obtaining psitanium and psilirium because with those minerals, you can make anything happen. i think maybe the drug trades around the world would be very interested in synthesising these minerals into a drug you can take. maybe different strains will give you different psychic abilities, temporarily.
so... consequently i can very quickly see a scenario in which the psychonauts donates small amounts of psitanium to the grulovian mob, the kind no one would miss, and in return, they share in the profits. it gets laundered, goes unnoticed.
( this is the point that we get spoilery so i'll put the cut here )
i remembered the image this time! be proud of me!
okay let's talk about my fandom hot take that only people in private have been exposed to... until now. the core of modern-day fandom cruelty and nastiness is personal, internalised shame externalised out onto the world.
i feel this in my heart, not my head. it's not something i can quantify. i see it in the quote retweeted posts floating around on my twitter... but i could really just be seeing myself reflected, because i am a very self-absorbed person.
i'm not here to talk about other people's bad takes, because that will be anything but cathartic, honestly; that's just giving people free board in my head (and your mind is the only place it's okay to be a ruthless landlord).
i'm here to talk about my own shame, and how it led me to this conclusion.
i said this is cntw but i will be talking about noncon fantasies so please only read if you feel fine to do that!
some of you will know that this is not my first account. i've been in fandom for almost 15 years, and 'serpentine malign' as a handle is only 4 years old. i'm thrilled by the friends and mutuals i've made since. the freedom it's been to just be horny on main, talk openly about ALL my kinks, refuse to censor myself, and quietly but firmly align myself with other fans advocating for creative expression. but let's be real! what motivated me to create this new presence was something between fear and paranoia. i wanted to start from scratch, vet my followers and curate my space from the start, because it's easier to build a fortress on a fresh foundation than try to patch up a house rotting from the inside.
i moved to this handle because fandom had become an uncomfortable and unwelcoming place, and because my tastes were only getting more fucked up. it started in my mid-teens and only got worse from there. i started getting nasty and passive aggressive and judgmental people on extremely innocuous posts, and in response i too became nasty and passive aggressive and judgmental. it's a cycle. it makes you tremendously paranoid because you just don't know what's going to inspire hatred and snide comments so you adjust your behaviour to anticipate an impossible amount of vitriol.
my tumblr dash was a hostile place full of horrible takes that kept me up at night. i just freefell into it being that way one day. i was addicted to the discourse. and just trying to fill a void i hadn't acknowledged inside myself, a hole created by repression and shame.
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hello again!
so i am annoyed and feeling creatively edged, you might say, because i was about to finish an art piece and then my tablet ran out of juice and it runs super hot when i try to charge it and draw. so we are going to tackle the snowflake challenge.
i already did challenge #1 sort of because i made a sticky post during the month with my fandom and dw information! so we are actually going to start at challenge #2, which is:
this is actually fantastic because i have been hoping to make a hugo strange shrine for my neocities and we are going to talk about him now okay okay. this is just going to be more or less freewriting/stream of consciousness that eventually gets organised into something that can go on my website permanently, accompanied with cute pictures.
if you know anything about my work at all you may know me as the person who is extremely horny for hugo strange and expresses it in many different forms. like here is my ao3. it's just fetish shit. i hate it. i hate that he was tailored for me.
i think the core of my obsession with this character is he is the perfect vessel to project the vast majority of my fantasies, because most of my fantasies centre on power and control. i like medical kink, i like characters who could feasibly be in a position of authority over me or even in charge of my life or death. thats a lot of wide open vulnerability and gaping wounds that look a lot like...
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hey there!
i'm a fan creator in my late twenties who enjoys transgressive art and psychological horror in, like, the sicko's way.
this journal, like most of my profiles, is 18+ and should be presumed to be a nsfw and choose-not-to-warn environment by default. there is selfship, kinkposting, and venting.
i grant access pretty liberally. please don't feel the need to do the same, and feel free to revoke access at any time.
hey! we're back. this is just a quick post to let you know i'm following a bunch of people from discord servers and twitter and just surfing blog links here, so you may have received a follow notification from me. i feel a strange need to announce this, as though it's odd to follow people on a blog site. i don't know. i guess i feel the tentativeness of slow online mediums a lot because i associate them with being, like, a preteen on the internet who didn't know what they were doing and didn't know what the etiquette was when going on forums and livejournal and all that. all that shyness aside, i'd like to move towards slow mediums before twitter inevitably implodes. i hate the desperation and loneliness and commodification i feel with fast social media. (it's oh so easy to blame it on that and not, like, my emotional problems. lol.)
but i have some fun stuff in the pipelines here so let's talk about that instead 😎
( hypnosis journals and big content overhauls and challenges, oh my! )
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